Ben and I were at the peak of happiness when we knew we were pregnant for the first time in the year 2020. All our scan visits and checkups were a joyful ride for both of us until one day it wasn't the same for me. I was sad and gloomy but, the cheerful Ben was still being joyful knowing it was all taken care of. 'Hey, what's wrong? C'mon sing with me as you normally would' are Ben's words during our ride for the final checkup in the 5th week of my first pregnancy which held the worst news of all times. I was having a severe pain the previous night and I started bleeding the next day which I knew was not normal and we took off for our checkup with our doctor who said 'come back in the evening, lets wait and see'. That gave me hope! It sure did. Towards the evening the pain got worse and I started bleeding pretty heavily. Took our bike, went to the doctor, and she rushed me into the scan room only to double check with another doctor that I was having an